12You have been kind to me, and your grace has been with me, and your care has kept my spirit safe.
13But you kept these things in the secret of your heart; I am certain this was in your thoughts:
14That, if I did wrong, you would take note of it, and would not make me clear from sin:
15That, if I was an evil-doer, the curse would come on me; and if I was upright, my head would not be lifted up, being full of shame and overcome with trouble.
16And that if there was cause for pride, you would go after me like a lion; and again put out your wonders against me:
17That you would send new witnesses against me, increasing your wrath against me, and letting loose new armies on me.
18Why then did you make me come out of my mother's body? It would have been better for me to have taken my last breath, and for no eye to have seen me,